Tuesday, July 13, 2010

ooooooooopss! :D

Oooooopss!
he sms me last night.
我好像已经习惯他一个月两个月才来的几封简讯 - -!
而且我还是不知道为什么自己就是忍不住要回他.
我一直都在心软
虽然我知道他对我做了很多很wai的事,
情非得已gua.

可是
我现在心里真的非常清楚,
听了wanyi讲过的话,
我真的没有那么喜欢他了.
可能是对他一点信任都没有了gua.
这样也好 :D
慢慢的,把他忘掉.

hah!其实我真的试过要喜欢别的男生.
但我真的办不到. (:
原来我不能再喜欢上任何一个男生了. lol.
至少现在不能.
真的会从心讨厌他们 grrrrr! oooopppsss!

昨天他说我们明年可能会同班
心颤了一下.
D:
我真的不知道我的心在想什么了
又想又不想 - -
一下子想终于又可以同班了
一下子想如果我们真的同班我要申请换班
lol.
我不再爱他了

最近听到严爵的歌很有感觉 :D
0724 林宥嘉要来,开心死我. lol.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Finally i've get over it :D
He cant affect my mood anymore.
Good feeling.

woah,top3!
unexpected! :D

Sunday, June 6, 2010

stupid.

owh, my heart hvn recovered and i m still missing him.
why i m so stupid ehhhh! :D
he has new target i think.
她有身材 woah O__O!
dont sad ah lym. be tough ehhh! lalala! (:

tired of it.
can you close ur facebook and dont let me see any of urs?
even photos!
once i see ur photo,my heart pain. really. D:
nvr had this kind of feeling b4.
it's suffocating.
dont! dont kill me pls. D:

love is blind, mel exactly right.
woi!,go eat shit la u love! ;D
Hi.

be continued.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

0505.2010

today is the first time i stay back alone to wait my dad fetching my home.
As i was standing alone thr,
my brain start to spin and spin,
and my mood was increasingly low. ) :
why i will think too much when i was alone. sighs.

dunno why,
today i have a strong premonition,
i ll meet him today.
when i walking down from the class,
i rush to the hall,
he's not there.
FINE.
i m waiting alone outside the hall for a long time.

suddenly,
i saw him and yoonghao talking with jing xian.
feel suprise :D
so i turned my head and look forward to wait him pass-by me and say HI :}
well,
he nvr.
he speeding up when pass by me and walking out frm school liaoo.
iish,
i knw you saw me.
but you pretended.
GOOD!
YAY,you have let me down perfectly. : )










HMM,
i kinda dislike her attitude.
i dislike she always ls. sighs.
i duno how to tell her what've she done wrong. ) :
i think no matter what i say,
she also wont chg anymore.
i m waiye!
pretended nth infront of her,
dislike myself too! iishhh! haih.
yanmei ahh,dont be liddat eh.
i also dunno what should i do now, fainted.

ALL BAD NEWS huh? sad wehh.
yikess!
dont emo pls.

0105 adrian happy birthday!
0205 weian happy birthday!
0305 litjie suojian happy birthday!
0405 ILYng happy birthday!my good daughter,ily!
0505 manleong happy birthday!
:D

Saturday, April 24, 2010

0424 D: → :D

today is 0424 eh D:
supposed to be our 5months.
supposed to be hanging out with him.
supposed to be a EMO day.
ended,all ended! your love ended!but i m not!
i m smiling today,after school! :D

today i've a bad mood at first.
because of 24!
because of jason teo,he slapped and tricked me!
because of her and her. ) :
i bushuang+bushuang+bushuang! sibeh bushuang! - -
at last i forgav him. LOL!
i m a good friend pls,BUT stop bullying me. xD

at first i wanna f mich fk,
luckily i didn't. ( :
i have a good whale of time with her today!
love die her. 8D
i've shared many thgs wiv her!
i've taken many photos wiv her!
i've eaten choc lounge wiv her!
i've tried little dress wiv her!
i've wore hair band wiv her!
i've chit-chat wiv her!
OMG,she definitely cheer me up!
my sun! 8D
GOD,dont let me lose her pls.

she told me,
为什么要排名?你也是ta很重要的人,为什么要排名?
YESH!
ta got ta de freedom,
ta wanna friend with who i pun tak blh control de ma,
just by ta de side,
support ta, ENOUGH! 8)
dont be so childish,ta shared secret that wont share wiv ta with you eh yanmei!
ta like to be with ta,just let ta go! WAKE UP!
friendship should be no compare,jiayou yanmei! x)

i miss him badly today. ):
when i pass through the way we walked,
the scene we saw together,
the gsc cinema,
the escalator,
the gelato fruity,
the haagen dazs by the street,
the sakae sushi!
i just miss you.
i needed your hugging.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

OH shit! ):

today is 21april D;
i've pass through 16 single days with lots of cheer on my face!
at last,
i've collapsed.
Tired of to stop the tear shed everyday,TIRED.
maybe i've no tears. no wonder i can stop it shed out.
UNTIL TODAY. ) :

今天放学,
我等爸爸来载我,所以迟回家
收拾书包的时候,
秀彬走过来跟我讲话.
讲下讲下,
你跟你男朋友怎样了?
酱啦,没有了咯?
O.o?
没有啦,没有了.
huh?你们没有讲话没有sms没有一起出去ahh?
没有了ahh, ==!
你跟你男朋友分了ah? ) :
点头.
谁讲要分的o?
...
) :
最后我哭了. haha.

16天了啦!你还哭什么? yikes!waiye!
没想到,
分手后,第一个看见我哭的人居然会是秀彬.
感触良多guar,
想回就想哭woh. ==
biiao!NO CRY! :D

我居然记得我们第一次出去pt是几时timm! = =
1207,
想不到我居然可以想都不想就可以跟秀彬讲我们的那一天.
我的记性不是不好的吗?
自己讲出来都吓了一大跳! zz!
为什么我会把它们记得?
为什么脑袋会不知不觉地回想?
是想念吗? D;

看来,我是真的受伤了. ) :
好想,
跟他弟弟pt!
他弟弟真好! ==
BUT,
我确定我不会再pt le. puppy love!shit!

中学的恋爱都是酱的吧? D:
男生都是酱的吧?
dont hate them pls,they are just stupid liar! : )